Sunday, February 1, 2009

My target...

So, I am finally sucking it the fuck up and going on a "diet".
I don't like to use the word diet... it freaks me out. Basically, I HAVE to start looking after myself.
I'm sick of being the fat friend. I'm sick of not being able to fit into my beautiful dresses properly! This fat suit isnt me. Blerrgh.
So anyway, I am aiming to have lost a reasonable amount of weight for my birthday in September, I have so much faith in myself that I went out and spent $56 on a dress. The dress is a size 12. So I have a couple of dress sizes to lose, but I really really think I can do it.

I bought it from the lovely Audrey, who, I think I have met... a long time ago... anyway, she now has a small store on the Ebays. Here is a pic of the dressssss........





It doesnt look like much right now but I think once i have it on and have amazing hair and maybe an amazing brooch and some sweet shoes it is going to look fantastic.
It's a 60's kaftan for fuck sake. I think it's one of the cutest things i've ever seen.
Ben says i'm going to look like a crazy woman... humph! I'll show him!

I could go into it more, the reasons why I think I have put on so much weight, the reasons why I want to loose all my weight but really... you probz don't wanna read about it and I don't really want to talk about it. All we both need to know is, today is a new day and I am ready to be myself again!

Wish me luck.

Rose.
xoxo

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